Today is the day... when my fears and suppressed feelings caught up with me.
And I've been dodging them like a bullet... not really trying to take it in. And yet somehow... it cuts deep right through me.
There was once a time when I could whole-heartedly tell him "I look forward to everyday... every sunrise and sunset - because I know you are there." But I can never tell you that anyway. Not now, not ever.
So I just sit and reflect... and hope that tomorrow's a better day.
"This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." -Josh 1:9
Wow, it's been a year since I last saw my grandma. I miss her terribly. God bless her soul in the heavens.